Chapter 7 // He is crying

Siddhant's Pov

They took my Laila into emergency.

I called the city doctor as soon as possible.

I didn't know anything.

I was not feeling anything.

I needed my Laila beside me. I needed to feel her eyes on me.

The city doctor came on time.

I held her collor in anger.

"Agar meri Laila ko kuch bhi hua na toh yahi dafna dunga tujhe Mai."

I yelled

My father detached me from her saying something but it fell deaf to my ear.

I sat with a thud.

She was shot in my presence.

The bullet was meant for me not for my Laila.

I banged my head against wall with force.

"Bitwa!!! Nahi mat karo lag jayegi." My mother cried.

I glared at her with red eyes.

"Yeh sab aapki wajah se hua hai. Kyu laai ab uss aurat ko mere ghar!! Dekha na kya kiya usne"

I choked on my tries.

"Goli maar de meri Laila."

I finally cried.

The acceptance was heard for me.

My beautiful Laila was shot.

I saw her pool of her won blood.

"Bitwa-" she tried to touch my hunched back.

I showed her my plam.

"Haath mat lagana mujhe"

I glared through my tears.

Waiting outside the operation theatre, I recalled moments of us.

From her being my  obsession to her being my wife.

From Her being my Laila to her being my pyari randi.

We have so memories and many to make.

Doctor came out what feels like ages to me.

"Doctor-?" I stood and asked.

She removed her mask and I tried to ignore the bloodied gloves.

My Laila's blood.

She smiled giving me relief.

"Everything is fine now, Mr thakur. We have removed the bullet and stitched the skin. Try to pressure the area less.

And everything will gynaecologist tell you."

"Gynaecologist?"

I asked confused about seeing a doctor for female problems.

"Yes, only she can tell you about how to nurture the baby further. Excuse me."

She left.

And I froze.

Baby?

My Laila's baby

Our baby

My mother sobs broke my daze and without a second thought I sent inside to meet her.

She was sleeping peacefully.

I held her palm and sat on chair near her.

"Bhot daatunga mai tumhe. Kaise chord ke jane ka socha tumne mujhe." I complained her while she didnt react.

I cried.

Burying my face in her dainty palms, I cried for her to answer.

"Si-" I heard it.

A whisper.

My eyes meet hers.

"Laila? Laila meri jaan. Tum theek ho."

I asked in disbelief seeing her droppy eyes.

She smiled at me too.

I hugged her lightly and buried my face in her.

After few hours, her checkup and medication were done.

I told her that we are expecting and she broke apart too.

We both cried with the thought of losing each other and our child.

We were in silence of room.

She had a lot of questions and I was ready to answer them.

"Pucho." I told her and she poured rubbing her chubby stomach.

"Aap sab sach batayenge na?"

She asked

"Bikul Laila."

I said caressing her hair.

She nodded.

"So, how do you about Laila?"

She asked the first question.

"Laila sucked my cock and made me finger fuck on the first day we met."

I asked truthfully.

She gasped. I chuckled.

I knew she forgot because she was drunk.

"And Nagina?"

She asked

"Kon Nagina?" I asked in confusion

"Aapki pheli patni." She said.

"Oh. Hmm... I wanted to marry you but her father was a fund raiser in our party and during elections she saw me. She demand to marry me but I said no because I was obsessed with you.

But then on fund raising meeting, her father threatened me to marry her or he will take every penny back.

So I agreed.

But I never touched her ever. We didn't do anything.

I didn't even knew her name.

Later I offered her money and she accepted to take that and leave me.

I faked her death. After that I marry you."

I completed.

"Why didn't you wanted our child?"

She asked instantly

"Because I wanted you all for myself.

I know I sound stupid or selfish but I got after almost losing you. That's why."

She nodded.

"But now our family is complete."

I asked making her smile big.

We hugged.

I, my Laila and our infant child.

"Siddhant ji? Would you tell me about that night?"

She asked with red cheeks.

"Ohhh???" I smirked

"Ofcourse Laila."

I kissed her hard and started detailing her.